Hate you — Love you..</3
I hate you
don’t ask me why
all the promises made were a lie
don’t bother if you couldn’t fulfill them
i hate those those moments
i thought would last forever
but now i know the truth
i betrayed myself
cheated my heart
made it to believe- YOU
so foolish was i
to expect you would be true
was words so necessary
did you never feel the way i do
did you not ever wait for me
didn’t you wait for my one call,
but now everything is lost
lost for good
you forgot me
i hate you not
more i hate myself
for loving you ,
missing you ,
now forever…
ooh God!! please explain this to me
why i feel this way
why someone leaves such an imprint
in one’s life
why that somebody becomes everything to us
only never to return
lonely i was good off
away from you , i was happy
now you are my sorrow
i hate myself for loving you .. .. ..
…CC
Last Wish !!!
Your Last Wish !!!
over the years that passed
i knew i wouldn’t forget you
the wish i couldn’t fulfill
reminds me that you are gone
gone forever and here i am
still waiting for you
these wounds green
still afresh like ever
why did you have to leave me
was it so inevitable
or did you not love me as much
tell me the answers to my questions
they won’t let me sleep
for the sleepless nights i spent
thinking of you and
your last wish
if we were to separate
why did we ever meet
doesn’t destiny have a heart
or was it broken like mine
my heart bleeds tears
whenever it remember you
i have been alone all these years
all alone…
your face never gets of my eyes
your images doesn’t get diminished
so i manage not to cry
but my heart is such a masochist
it still remembers’ your last wish
i already gave up my life but
your promises keeps me alive
and so does – your last wish…
– CC
Escape :: Happy new year . .
Am i bit late but anyways ” HAPPY NEW YEAR” to everyone . .
A new year to celebrate ,what a fun way to be together with your loved ones. One more excuse to have a day off from work, away from the daily chores and not doing what you should be doing. Feels great ,but not for me ..ya you people guessed it right .. A great day to be alone and see everyone around enjoying.. I miss the fun.
Sometimes life seems to be such a darling and yet the other moment so pathetic .its such a pity how we manage to disguise our emptiness with prudent affection ,i am doing it myself too. .i know everyone does it and very few get to live a life they wish for. We are so prude about everything around us that we forget who we are, what we want .
I hope this new year brings happiness to everyone . .
First Post ..
This is the first time i am trying this whole writing thing. I think that writing is a great way to say what you probably cant say verbally, expressing views and sharing thoughts and discussions . .lets see how i do here .. . 
